Friday, July 29, 2016

ROBIN'S RANT Escape From Narcissist Island: The Road to Healing

First Weeks of  Freedom




I was always hurting and hoping for over five years. I was told frightening stories with dire implications for me implied in every narrative. He told me that I would not be successful without him. But, he was not successful.....Oh shit, I wanted more than what he could ever try to show me..........And, I no longer wanted HIM.

Final

Experience is the best teacher.

     Far more effective than a classroom with teachers

 We race to acquire material things:
           Maneuver
                   Push
                        Shove.

All for the most coveted prizes:
             Happiness
                    Security
                            and Love.

One action, a chance meeting,

      Can change your life forever.

To Thwart Fate.  Change the Rules

       No Human was ever that Clever






   


                   
               
                 
               



         

Thursday, July 21, 2016

No More Weight

I gave you every opportunity.
    The lies, and every change of your story
Lines. I had exchanged,
        My happy for listening and wanting more.
               of course you without cause refused.
I wanted a good reason to remain in your thrall
            No  answer......at all.

I had to let go. You know. For me.
     You had nothing for me to hold onto.
Remaining tasks......cut losses and leave.
         Not without threats and hateful talk.
           The salt of mistreat meat.    Meant ?
Love is all there is....Unbeknownst to you.


Now I strut happy. In  spite of background threats.
      I knew that you would screw it up.
Had high hopes for you.
       Wonder. Why you never saw me as much
as I saw in you. I am past tense and out of fence.
     It is the best day. A beginning. Thanks ???