Friday, September 30, 2016

THE HEART

The heart is a relentlessly valiant hunter, a truth that cannot be disguised.

Sensitivity inclined, to those who have known,

my Heart is forever behind my eyes. Many years in hiding, vowing to never tell. Life has often been a bumpy ride, a skateboard ride in hell.

Understand me now. I have forgiven you. Repentance is the companion of exoneration. I cannot

rewind the spool of time or return to this failed situation.

Wednesday, September 28, 2016

Freestyle Poem

There are not enough words to express
the anguish of change. Necessary but not necessarily mandatory.
A flow from therein that I had to learn.
what a fool has always known.......
Love  loves no one.


Can't sit still...... won't slow down. I have the love that I need. An oxygen within.
In passion I found my path to purpose. Driven, livin,...... containment for my instilled
disease of artist and words,

This is good stuff. Hungry for that fulfillment. I am close to the line of completion. Let it flow outward giving is getting me more. First step.......Admitted self powerless over the actions of others.
I loved and it was worth the lesson. No regrets.

Escape From Narcissist Island: ROBIN's RANT

It has been a while......but, I had inner construction to continue.
What I Learned: I had chosen the same type of man that I had divorced twice. Oh wow ! He has no empathy, and cannot participate in a progressive, equitable relationship. Seriously. Also, from the ample evidence, he is more interested in pictures of genitalia than anything else. Wow.

Ok. I am laughing. Because, this sounds like a twelve year old. So glaringly obvious that at this time, I am embarrassed.
my bad. You see, I was hurting and wanted the easy way out. So, I experimented with an on line dating site. My results were disastrous.

I had to revisit my past for a brief interlude. It was painful and informative. Hence, I had to admit that I must continue to work on myself. It is unacceptable that I had the same lying, cheating, pretender in my life again. My fault I fear.........send in the Clowns For Real.

So, I came to acceptance. I cannot go on until I get me straight. I am humbled and fascinated at once.