Tuesday, November 29, 2016
Divorce Cost: Money Well Spent in My Opinion (ROBIN'S RANT) HOLIDAY CHEER.....NOTHING ABOUT DIVORCE !!!
Friday, September 30, 2016
Sensitivity inclined, to those who have known,
my Heart is forever behind my eyes. Many years in hiding, vowing to never tell. Life has often been a bumpy ride, a skateboard ride in hell.
Understand me now. I have forgiven you. Repentance is the companion of exoneration. I cannot
rewind the spool of time or return to this failed situation.
Wednesday, September 28, 2016
the anguish of change. Necessary but not necessarily mandatory.
A flow from therein that I had to learn.
what a fool has always known.......
Love loves no one.
Can't sit still...... won't slow down. I have the love that I need. An oxygen within.
In passion I found my path to purpose. Driven, livin,...... containment for my instilled
disease of artist and words,
This is good stuff. Hungry for that fulfillment. I am close to the line of completion. Let it flow outward giving is getting me more. First step.......Admitted self powerless over the actions of others.
I loved and it was worth the lesson. No regrets.
What I Learned: I had chosen the same type of man that I had divorced twice. Oh wow ! He has no empathy, and cannot participate in a progressive, equitable relationship. Seriously. Also, from the ample evidence, he is more interested in pictures of genitalia than anything else. Wow.
Ok. I am laughing. Because, this sounds like a twelve year old. So glaringly obvious that at this time, I am embarrassed.
my bad. You see, I was hurting and wanted the easy way out. So, I experimented with an on line dating site. My results were disastrous.
I had to revisit my past for a brief interlude. It was painful and informative. Hence, I had to admit that I must continue to work on myself. It is unacceptable that I had the same lying, cheating, pretender in my life again. My fault I fear.........send in the Clowns For Real.
So, I came to acceptance. I cannot go on until I get me straight. I am humbled and fascinated at once.
Wednesday, August 17, 2016
So, I have met more aimlessly toxic people. My ex MEN have indeed multiplied and morphed. They have different names and faces. But, the lost emptiness is a give away. Can it be all right to thank my venomous ex spouses for preparing me for the present?
Many of us have the bragging rights of creating monstrously out of control young adult offspring. People with no idea how to win friends and influence people. No introspective. abilities whatsoever. Just reactive and drama manufacturing. Will most likely never read Dale Carnegie's books.
Popular media has taught them to focus on others and their faults. Never searching oneself for the answers. Outward focusing, narcissistic, and unhappy.
They are destined for The Island. A human junkyard of extra parts to build someone else's dreams and wealth.........More later......
Saturday, August 13, 2016
The Glow From Your Inner Being Out Shines the Star Lights.
A Soft Tender Breeze Stirring The Trees, Is Diminished In Comparison
To My Shaking Knees.
Deeper Than The Dark Purple Skies, My Ecstasy As You Softly Kiss
Never Can Nocturnal Blooms With Their Intoxicating Scents Rival My Mouth,
Your Tongue, Our Passions Spent.
Monday, August 1, 2016
Friday, July 29, 2016
Far more effective than a classroom with teachers
We race to acquire material things:
All for the most coveted prizes:
One action, a chance meeting,
Can change your life forever.
To Thwart Fate. Change the Rules
No Human was ever that Clever
Thursday, July 21, 2016
The lies, and every change of your story
Lines. I had exchanged,
My happy for listening and wanting more.
of course you without cause refused.
I wanted a good reason to remain in your thrall
No answer......at all.
I had to let go. You know. For me.
You had nothing for me to hold onto.
Remaining tasks......cut losses and leave.
Not without threats and hateful talk.
The salt of mistreat meat. Meant ?
Love is all there is....Unbeknownst to you.
Now I strut happy. In spite of background threats.
I knew that you would screw it up.
Had high hopes for you.
Wonder. Why you never saw me as much
as I saw in you. I am past tense and out of fence.
It is the best day. A beginning. Thanks ???